“Believe it or not- Come and See”

It’s been a long time since I posted a written sermon. Among all the other things, COVID completely changed how I share what I preach. But today I’m going old school.

I live and serve in Wilmington, NC now where my congregation and community, The Anchor United Methodist Church, gathers outdoors on Sunday mornings. Many of the folks who are a part of this ministry are experiencing homelessness and live outdoors. The owner of a barge, which is also home to a restaurant called Anne Bonny’s Bar And Grill, graciously allows us to worship early on Sunday mornings. Today, it was a brisk 30 degrees with a pretty steady wind.

I am still navigating what it looks like to plan and lead worship, shape liturgy, serve communion, and preach in such a unique setting. The “congregation” includes people coming from warm homes and steady incomes and people who have slept on concrete, shivered through cold nights, and come to the barge needing the most basic of necessities like a warm coat and a blanket.

This morning, I stood up to preach this sermon and I almost immediately closed my notebook, put away my notes, and gave some boiled-down, clunky summary of what I was trying to say. People were cold, distracted, and I could feel a strong sense of dissonance. I wrapped it up fast and moved to communion.

I have often wondered if my sermon was the most appropriate word on any given day- I have never had the same doubt about communion. Breaking bread and pouring juice and reminding the people that this meal heals the world and mends our hearts simply never feels wrong.

I did not get a chance to record this sermon today, so I decided to post the manuscript.

May it find the ones who need to hear it.

John 1:35-39

35 The next day John was standing again with two of his disciples.36 When he saw Jesus walking along he said, “Look! The Lamb of God!” 37 The two disciples heard what he said, and they followed Jesus. 38 When Jesus turned and saw them following, he asked, “What are you looking for?” They said, “Rabbi (which is translated Teacher), where are you staying?” 39 He replied, “Come and see.” So they went and saw where he was staying, and they remained with him that day. It was about four o’clock in the afternoon.

Come and see. We’ve heard it, we’ve said it.
“You’ll love this movie” – just come and see.
“These people are cool” – come and see.
“It’s gonna be so fun” – just come and see.

We’ve heard it and we’ve said it. Because we know that sometimes, people just have to experience it for themselves. Whether it’s deep sea fishing, pickle ball, poetry readings, comedy clubs, spartan races, bunco, bridge club, or ballroom dancing.

We can explain it all we want, we can hype it up all day long, but they won’t know until they actually try it.

When I find something that I think is fun or cool or meaningful, I am wired up to want to share it. If I read a good book, I immediately tell my family, my friends about it. I want everyone around me to read it so we can talk about it together. 

I will teach jiu-jitsu techniques on the spot! I am so fascinated about what the human body is capable of accomplishing by bending a joint in just the right way that someone 100 pounds heavier and stronger could be neutralized. I want everyone to know how cool this is!!

Come and see.

So Jesus is walking along and passes a couple of John the Baptist followers. They’ve been listening to John’s preaching so they’ve heard of Jesus, they know of Jesus, and when they see him they flag him down and speak. 

The disciples want to know where Jesus is staying. The invitation Jesus gives these future disciples is this, “Come and see.” They wind up going with Jesus and spending the rest of the day together.

There’s so much we could unpack here, but today we’re going to linger over these words.

I think these words are pretty much the defining invitation of Jesus’ life and ministry. 

Come and see.

Listen to what a favorite spiritual writer of mine says:

The longer I have tried to follow Jesus, the more I can really say that I no longer believe in Jesus. I know Jesus. I know him because I have often taken his advice, taken his risks, and it always proves itself to be true! Afterward, we do not believe, we know
Jesus is not telling us to believe unbelievable things, as if that would somehow please God. He is much more saying to us, “Try this,” and you will see for yourself that it is true (Richard Rohr, Preparing for Christmas: Daily Meditations for Advent, 61-62).

Somewhere along the way, the gospel that Jesus preached, the message Jesus lived, what came to be Christianity, became all about doctrine- instead of practice.

The invitation Jesus gives to his followers is not to “believe these things,” the invitation is to “Come and see.” The invitation is, “Try this.”

Come and see if this is true:

Try this- Make friends quickly with your opponents on the way to court and see what happens.

Try this- let your yes be yes and your no be no.

Try this- do not fight back because violence will not be defeated by more violence.

Try this- treat your enemies with love and respect and send good prayers for the ones who cause you trouble.

Try this- don’t blow your trumpet when you give to the poor so everyone will praise you, but when you help those in need, do it secretly, so that God will honor you.

Try this- instead of worrying, go out into creation and look at the birds in sky, consider the lilies in the field and remember that God provides and cares.

Try this- if you do not want to be judged, then do not judge others.

Try this. . . Come and see. 

I’m not real concerned about whether you believe in Jesus or not.

I care about whether or not you know him. I care about if you’ve spent time with Jesus.
Enough time to know what he actually said, enough time to know what he taught.
Enough time to know how he lived. And who he cared about.
I care about whether or not you’ve tried it. 

Tried the risks, the responses, the practices, the posture, the prayer, and the faith that Jesus lived.

I’m less and less concerned about whether you have faith in Jesus and more and more concerned about whether you know the faith of Jesus (consider the difference).

Do you know the God that Jesus revealed?

Have you experienced the presence and love and way of that God?

The invitation Jesus gives to those seekers that he meets on the road, those fellow travelers walking along the way. . . the first invitation was this, Come and see.

Try this. . . and you’ll find out if it is true. 

Try this. . . and then you tell me, whether you’re a believer or not. 


an alternative empire

John 18:33-37

The message today is one that we do not want to hear, and yet our life depends on it.

This is the day in the life of the church that we close out the liturgical year. This is New Year’s Eve in worship. Next Sunday begins Advent, the first season of a new year.

On this day, Christ the King Sunday, also called Reign of Christ, we remember and proclaim that Jesus came among us to inaugurate and establish a new and different empire. 

Jesus begins his ministry by proclaiming that the kingdom of God is here. The proper response to that announcement, the call that he gives, is to change our hearts and lives. 

The prayer Jesus teaches us to pray is, thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. 

Jesus came among us to inaugurate and establish a new and different empire, one that is completely unrecognizable from the empires of our world. 

This alternative empire has different rules, different expectations, different metrics, different measures for success, different values, different philosophy, different frameworks, different understandings of everything we have ever been taught about all the things that hold this dirty, rotten empire of our world together.

My kingdom is not from this world. If my kingdom were from this world, my followers would be fighting to keep me from being handed over. . . but as it is, my kingdom is not from here.

These are the words of Jesus speaks in this text. We have jumped to the scene in John’s gospel where Jesus is on trial. He and Pilate are going back and forth. It reads like a battle of wits of sorts, who can stump the other with the most provocative question, who can get the last word. 

And as Pilate is trying to checkmate Jesus by pointing out that his own nation and priests have turned him in, Jesus responds with these words.

My kingdom is not from this world.
If my kingdom were from this world, my followers would be fighting . . .

And then that just got me thinking.

If Jesus’ kingdom, his empire, were from this world, what else would be true?

I can imagine Jesus elaborating.

If my kingdom were from this world my followers would be fighting. 

If my kingdom were from this world, I would have taught my disciples how to take charge, not how to wash feet.

If my kingdom were from this world, I would have taken the devil up on his offers to become powerful, popular, and successful.

If my kingdom were from this world, I would have never let them see me weep.

If my kingdom were from this world, I would have hung out more in the halls of power, instead of sitting so much with the sick and suffering and outcast.

If my kingdom were from this world, my parables would have been different, they would have been about conquest and domination, I would not have wasted my time telling of wheat and weeds and seeds and yeast.

Thank goodness that Jesus is a different king. That his empire is not from this world.

The hope and comfort on Christ the King Sunday is that there is another way to live and be. 

There is another king, another power, another ruler that reigns.

There is another reality, always being born, emerging in our midst, all around us. It is here, it has arrived, but not-yet-fully. 

What Jesus’ life and ministry taught us is that it is possible to be so open to God, so in sync with the divine heartbeat, so aligned in Christian communion, that we are able to tune our ears, to focus our eyes, to open ourselves in such a way that we cannot help but hear and see and experience this reality right now.

The message today is one that we do not want to hear, and yet our life depends on it.

There is an alternative empire. Jesus came to inaugurate and establish it. 

The reason we do not want to hear this message is because we are being called to dissociate and divest from the kingdoms of this world. 

Our life depends on which empire we choose. And I’m not talking about eternal life after we die.

I’m talking about abundant, everlasting, whole and healed and joyful and delightful and full life now.

There is an alternative empire.

One where followers don’t have to fight to hold on to what they have,

One where seeds get scattered in all kinds of unlikely places, and an abundant harvest is celebrated despite only a few of them taking root and producing,

There is an alternative empire,

One where the amount of faith needed to move mountains is no more than an almost invisible seed, 

One where 99 are left unattended for the sake of a single sheep in need of being rescued and brought home,

There is an alternative empire,

One where the order we think we need, the order we believe holds it all together, is flipped on its head and turned upside down,

The first are last, the last are first, the poor are blessed, the lowly are lifted, the mighty are brought down from their thrones, the hungry are filled, and the rich are sent away empty, 

There is an alternative empire,

One where the blind can see, the bleeding is intolerable, and the humble are exalted to the highest seats of honor,

One where prisoners are released and captives of all kinds are set free, 

And the meek inherit the earth.

There is an alternative empire,

One where the myth of scarcity and zero-sum winning is abolished forever. 

It is an empire where feasts are frequent, where the best food and richest wine flows freely. And in this empire, there is a most generous host who holds the feast at a table where there is always room for more chairs and more than enough to go around.

And at this feast, in this empire, the weary and the weighed down, the burdened and the bone-tired, the hopeless and the hungry, need only to say yes to the invitation and to show up and grab a fork. 

There is an alternative empire, 

It is not from here, but it was established here.

Jesus promised his followers that it is possible to know and live another way. On earth as it is in heaven. 

We do not want to hear it. We would rather try and serve two masters, though Jesus assured us it was impossible. 

Our life really does depend on which empire we choose. 

Photo by Nils Stahl on Unsplash

Everything is changing all the time.

It’s basic, I know. It’s also really difficult to accept. Even harder to relax into.

As this season drags on, I have found myself returning to a book that has gotten me through other difficult experiences, When Things Fall Apart: Heart Advice for Difficult Times by Pema Chodron. I read a few pages this morning that called me back to the ground in a meaningful way.

We are raised in a culture that fears death and hides it from us. Nevertheless, we experience it all the time. We experience it in the form of disappointment, in the form of things not working out. We experience it in the form of things always being in a process of change. When the day ends, when the second ends, when we breathe out, that’s death in everyday life.

. . . But most of the time, warding off death is our biggest motivation. We habitually ward off any sense of problem. We’re always trying to deny that it’s a natural occurrence that things change, that the sand is slipping through our fingers. Time is passing. It’s as natural as the seasons changing and day turning into night. But getting old, getting sick, losing what we love- we don’t see those events as natural occurrences. We want to ward off that sense of death, no matter what.

Can’t we just return to the bare bones? . . . Relaxing with the present moment, relaxing with hopelessness, relaxing with death, not resisting the fact that things end, that things pass, that things have no lasting substance, that everything is changing all the time- that is the basic message.

When Things Fall Apart, 42-43.

The closing reminder of this particular chapter is that when we decide to stick with ourselves in this truth, to make friends with ourselves, and not run away or try to escape when discomfort rises up, when we give up all hope that there is an alternative to the present moment we are in, we are able to have a direct, honest, and joyful relationship with our lives.

The fatigue of this pandemic is taking a toll. The winter has been cold and rainy and lonely.
The ache of all the things I miss seems to be spreading.
I find myself wanting to go back. Longing for *certain things to be the way they used to be.
It’s so easy to slip into that wish.
But lingering there really only makes everything worse.

Today, I needed these words. I needed this reminder: things end, things pass, everything is changing all the time. Even when it isn’t obvious. Even when it seems like nothing has changed for quite a long time.

Everything is changing all the time.

Family. Friendships. Church. Society. Call. Relationships. Congregations. Towns. Nature. Neighborhoods. You.

Trying to ward off death is as useful as wanting to hold our breath and never exhale.
Resisting impermanence only prolongs our suffering. Perpetuates our pain. Draws out our own trouble.

Things end, things pass. Everything is changing all the time.

I think some of my hardest days have been when I have been unable to accept this fact and relax with it.
Giving up hope that we will ever, finally, get ground beneath our feet is essential for the spiritual path.
Today, at least, I am not worried about the unrealistic expectation of getting it all together.
Today, at least, I won’t run away from myself.

Tomorrow might be different. . . well, of course it will be.

Photo by Chris Lawton on Unsplash

Why I Care About Racism-A Story from My Childhood

I don’t remember how old I was. My guess is about 11.
Which would make it 1996.
My neighborhood had a pool, Westhaven Pool.

The neighborhood where I grew up is Northwest Kinston and it’s a mostly middle class neighborhood. It was majority, though not totally, white when my family moved in. We had Asian American neighbors and in my late elementary and middle school years, more black families started buying houses there.
Racially, the neighborhood is still very mixed.

Westhaven Pool was an in-between kind of place. 
It had dues. It was cheaper than the Country Club (it was just a pool, after all, with a swing set and some benches out front), but it was not free in the way that the pool in a different part of town was.

My family was able to pay the dues when I was growing up.
I have so many good memories at this pool. My sister and our friends would ride our bikes there in the summer, spend all day, get honey buns and mountain dew out of the snack machines, play wiffle ball during pool breaks (the fifteen minutes at the end of every hour when the lifeguards got a break). We spent many a summer day staying cool at Westhaven Pool.

I’ll never forget this one day though.
It was the day I realized that “my” pool was not a welcome place for everyone.

I didn’t think about it before this particular day.
I was swimming one afternoon and playing around with my sister and friends, and I remember looking up and seeing three or four kids right outside the fence.

They were black. 

Truthfully, I don’t remember all the details of what happened.
What I do remember is this- they were not allowed to come inside the fence.
Somebody got to them before they ever got inside.
They had on swimsuits. They had towels.
They were ready to swim.
Maybe they had just moved into the neighborhood? 
Maybe they thought that surely, if you lived in the neighborhood, you would be allowed to swim in the neighborhood pool.
I mean, who wouldn’t have thought that right?
They showed up and had every anticipation of enjoying this cool spot on a hot summer day.
But they couldn’t get in.

I was a kid. And I did not fully understand at the time.
But even so, in that moment, I knew enough to know a few things.
I knew, in my gut, that it was about race. 
No one ever said such a thing.
But I knew that’s what it was about.
I knew that they were black and I was not.
I knew that, for reasons beyond my control, I got to be inside of the fence. 
And I knew that forces were at work to keep them out. 

This is one of the formational moments that I remember when I think of my journey.
It has been a long and winding journey of waking up to the reality of race and racism.
Emotion inevitably comes with this kind of heightened awareness.

There is guilt about being able to be inside of the fence, enjoying the pool, while others are excluded. It’s natural to feel bad at times about being able to enjoy certain things, through no achievement or effort of our own.
My parents paid the dues, and I didn’t choose my parents.
Nobody picks the family that they are born to.

It feels satisfying to believe that we have earned the success that we have and the comforts we enjoy. It feels good to believe that when we have nice things, it is because we deserve them.

Often times, resentment and anger rise up when people suggest otherwise. “Don’t make me feel guilty for what I have, I earned every bit of it!”

But if we really take time to examine this statement, it is dangerous.
This position could easily devolve into the belief that if people do not have certain things, particular access and status, it is because they do not deserve what we have. It is difficult to acknowledge that in some ways we have received advantages completely apart from our efforts.

My parents could afford Westhaven Pool dues.
I didn’t choose my parents.
My place inside the fence, enjoying the pool, had nothing to do with what I deserved or earned.
My family status did not mean that I would never face difficulty or hardship in my life, but it did mean that the color of my skin would not be the source of those adversities.

It would be many years before I could reflect on this experience and discern it on a deeper level.

Sometimes, people (who believe themselves to be white) get involved in trying to dismantle racism because they feel guilt or shame. Because they feel bad that black and brown people have suffered so much.
That’s natural. It’s inevitable in the process of having our consciousness raised.

I have experienced these feelings too. And still do.
But these are not the emotions or motivations that will keep us devoted to the work of healing and true repair and working for wholeness.

Racism and the work of undoing it is about more than just empathizing with people who have suffered.

It is essential for people like me, who have been taught that we are white, to realize that racism has harmed us too.

It essential for us to understand that whiteness and racism has deformed and distorted and dehumanized us.

Eventually I realized that there was a lot more going on in what happened at the pool that day.
Eventually I got to the point where I could realize that my own humanity suffered.

Don’t get me wrong- the suffering and the harm that the black children suffered compared to my own was not equal, not by any means.

But this is true: all the people on the inside of that fence had to sacrifice a piece of their humanity in order to exclude black people from getting in.
We had to cut off a part of ourselves to keep certain people out.
We had to sever potential relationships and friendships.
We had to forfeit true community to maintain this structure that certain groups of people belonged inside the pool and certain groups belonged outside the fence.
And in so doing, we had no choice but to rob ourselves of connection.

This is the cost of a fence in the first place. 
This is the cost of segregation.
This is the cost of hierarchy.
This is the cost of white supremacy, the belief that white is right or better.

In the act of making “others” less-than-human, we lose part of our own humanity.
It is inevitable.

This was just one story from my childhood.
There is always more, of course.
But I think it’s an important story in my journey that helps me remember when I started to have my eyes opened. A story that marks one moment at least, when I began to see race and racism at work. A story I can reflect on now and see where the seeds of my future awakening began to be planted.

It’s a story that reminds me of why we have to critique culture that tries to tell us who belongs. A story of why we must constantly question the status quo. A story of why it is absolutely necessary to challenge the current structures.

A story of why it is crucial for those of us, who believe ourselves to be white, to care.

I was a kid who didn’t do a thing that day except watch it all go down.
(No, I didn’t organize a coalition to integrate the neighborhood pool.)
But I never forgot how I felt that day.
I never forgot that it did not feel right.

And years later, I have the vision and the clarity to be able to say, 
It didn’t have to be that way.
Another way was possible.
We could have chosen to be otherwise.
We could have imagined an alternative.

What might have happened, 
if those children had been met at the fence as the gate was thrown open,
and with open arms and warm smiles they were told, 
“Welcome to the neighborhood.
It’s so good that you’re here.
Jump in.”

What might have happened?

Holy Week Temptations

I think that pastors and church leaders have a great temptation right now:
How we can make this as easy and accessible and comfortable as possible for everyone?

The desire is understandable. It comes from a place of love and care for people we are in ministry with and people that we are hoping to establish relationships with in the future. 

At the same time, I believe the word I used is accurate, we are being tempted.
(I think I have much more to say about this, but for now I’m reflecting on Holy Week.)

In this reality of mass discomfort, anxiety, and disconnection, we are being tempted to do whatever it takes to alleviate suffering.
To ease the pain.
Even to distract people from their difficulty.

More videos.
More zoom calls.
More group chats.

I am struck right now by how lonely Holy Week really is.
There is something about experiencing this one in seclusion that makes that piece all the more real.


Photo by Lucas Myers on Unsplash

The “Hosannas!” of last Sunday quickly melt away.
The reality of betrayal is setting in now.
It will come from one of Jesus’s closest friends.
Someone he had spent years traveling with, eating with, laughing with, crying with, going through storms with, making memories with. . .
Another friend will deny that he even knew him.
Some will fall asleep when all Jesus needed was for them to stay up and keep watch with him.

Everyone will eventually run. 

This is a really lonely week.
It is marked by disloyalty, denial, and desertion. 

During this pandemic in general, but especially during Holy Week, of all weeks, it is good for us to be mindful of the temptation to make this easy.
Jesus refused to chase away the discomfort.
This is not about going and looking for problems.
It is also not about reveling in the ones we already have.
(Even Jesus questioned God and wrestled with what he was facing.)
But the point is that Jesus attended to his present experience in every moment.

I am going to keep reminding people of God’s steadfast love and presence.
I am going to keep reminding people that nothing can separate us from that love.
I am going to keep reminding people that God can work in any situation, that new life can come from horrible and unimaginable circumstances.

But essentially, there is no way around this hard stuff. There is no easy way out.
The only way is through it. 

I pray that we can let this loneliness and desolation be our teacher, resisting the urge to distract ourselves or escape from it.

I pray that we walk through these days in a different way.

I pray that the deprivation, the absence, and the longing that we are feeling will cultivate a deeper intimacy with God and one another. 

And that it will make the day when we can break this “fast” all the more sweeter.




A quick note:
If you need resources to use at home during this Holy Week, including Scriptures, reflection questions, hymns to sing, let me know. I’m happy to pass along what I have shared with my congregations.

Being Undone and Born Anew

Listen here:


John 3:1-21

There was a Pharisee named Nicodemus, a Jewish leader. He came to Jesus at night and said to him, “Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher who has come from God, for no one could do these miraculous signs that you do unless God is with him.”

Jesus answered, “I assure you, unless someone is born anew, it’s not possible to see God’s kingdom.”

Nicodemus asked, “How is it possible for an adult to be born? It’s impossible to enter the mother’s womb for a second time and be born, isn’t it?”

Jesus answered, “I assure you, unless someone is born of water and the Spirit, it’s not possible to enter God’s kingdom. Whatever is born of the flesh is flesh, and whatever is born of the Spirit is spirit. Don’t be surprised that I said to you, ‘You must be born anew.’ God’s Spirit blows wherever it wishes. You hear its sound, but you don’t know where it comes from or where it is going. It’s the same with everyone who is born of the Spirit.”

Nicodemus said, “How are these things possible?”

10 “Jesus answered, “You are a teacher of Israel and you don’t know these things?11 I assure you that we speak about what we know and testify about what we have seen, but you don’t receive our testimony. 12 If I have told you about earthly things and you don’t believe, how will you believe if I tell you about heavenly things?13 No one has gone up to heaven except the one who came down from heaven, the Human One.[c] 14 Just as Moses lifted up the snake in the wilderness, so must the Human One[d] be lifted up 15 so that everyone who believes in him will have eternal life. 16 God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him won’t perish but will have eternal life. 17 God didn’t send his Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world might be saved through him. 18 Whoever believes in him isn’t judged; whoever doesn’t believe in him is already judged, because they don’t believe in the name of God’s only Son.

19 “This is the basis for judgment: The light came into the world, and people loved darkness more than the light, for their actions are evil. 20 All who do wicked things hate the light and don’t come to the light for fear that their actions will be exposed to the light. 21 Whoever does the truth comes to the light so that it can be seen that their actions were done in God.”

A Jewish leader named Nicodemus slips out after dark and manages to find Jesus. Nicodemus waits for night to fall before he goes looking for this young, new Rabbi, which

means teacher, but he does seek Jesus. In John’s Gospel, that means something. . . It’s hard not to think though, that this esteemed religious leader doesn’t want people to know who he’s going to talk to. Maybe Nic is worried that people will worry, question him as to whether his faith is what it should be.

At any rate, when he gets to Jesus, Nicodemus begins with confidence, “Rabbi we know that you’re a teacher who has come from God.” That’s a bold statement. We know who you are. Nicodemus uses the plural “we,” he’s a leader probably speaking on behalf his community. We know.

It’s important that we remember how Nicodemus begins, by claiming what he knows. . . 

We know who you are because we have seen the signs that you do, so you must be from God. 

That’s going to cause problems for Nic later because ultimately, Jesus is not going to entrust himself or his ministry to people who rely on signs for faith but for now we’ll keep moving.

What Jesus says is this, I assure you, unless someone is born anew, it’s not possible to see God’s kingdom.

This is where Nicodemus really starts to struggle. I can see him there, pausing, scrunching his eyebrows, tilting his head in confusion. Now, how’s that gonna happen? How is it possible for an adult, literally, having grown old, to be born again? Having become an old man, it’s impossible to go back in your mother’s womb and be born a second time. 

Jesus goes on to explains things. Tries to. He’s not speaking on the surface, not speaking literally. Jesus is speaking on a deeper level. A person has to be born of water and Spirit. In order to see God’s kingdom, in order to recognize what God is up to in the world and to be able to participate in it, in order to realize and perceive the new thing God is doing, a person has to be born anew or again. 

Now, a group of preachers helped me think about ol’ Nicodemus in a new way. They made this point. Nic’s confusion and struggle is not so much with the physical impossibility of what Jesus seems to be suggesting. . . Nicodemus’s struggle is the fact that he has reached a place of maturity and establishment and knowledge in his life. Nicodemus is a Pharisee, a Jewish leader. He probably enjoys a comfortable life where he is honored and respected and feels quite comfortable in what he’s accomplished. And especially in Jesus’ time, elders were held in high esteem. 

Part of what Nicodemus is really asking Jesus is, why in the world would I desire newness when I’ve been working my whole life to create this station for myself?

Why would a person of knowledge and maturity want to go back and be young again?

Why would I want to start over? Why would I want to rediscover?

I’ve spent my whole life getting here!

In fact, Nicodemus is saying, I’ve reached a place where I’ve finally figured it out and you’re asking me to think again.

. . .

I was in an all-day martial arts seminar yesterday. It was so much fun. We got instruction from all these different high-ranking martial artists in karate, jui-juitsu, judo, different things.

I was in my last workshop of the day and the teacher was working with us on power, specifically the source of our power. Let’s take punches, for example. I didn’t know this before I started martial arts, but a good, effective punch originates from the hip.
So we were doing these drills to work on increasing our power and explosiveness even when the fight might be close. 

We’re practicing leaning in to punches and getting sort of wrapped by our attacker and that’s when the instructor said something that I had heard before and that I knew to be true. . . but it hit me in a new way yesterday. (It’s something our teacher tells us all the time where I train every week.)

He said this,
“Relax. You’ll lose your power if you can’t relax.”

Because here’s the thing- when we tense up. Especially under stress or attack or whatever, if our muscles stay tensed up, they have to be released and then reengaged for us to counter. And guess what? That’s two movements.

But if we can stay relaxed, even under duress, then we are more likely to be able to respond effectively.
And with power when that is necessary.

The situation we were practicing for was physical attack.

But I think there is spiritual meaning here.

Nicodemus was all tensed up.
He had to sneak and meet Jesus during the night. He began by proclaiming to Jesus all that he knew. Yet, in all that knowledge, Nicodemus was unable to grasp what God was trying to say to him.

Nicodemus was all tensed up.
He didn’t know how to relax in the midst of uncertainty and challenge and change.

I assure, unless someone is born anew, it’s not possible to see God’s kingdom, Jesus says. 

All that Nicodemus can muster is skepticism.
How is it possible? He doesn’t say an awful lot in this exchange, but two times Nic asks,
How are these things possible?

He was all tensed up. 

Nicodemus is a man of faith. A man of knowledge. A man of deep religious roots. A man that an entire community looks up to. A man who feels confident in his spiritual status.

Yet when he is presented with a new invitation, an invitation to reimagine, rethink, rediscover, look again at what he thought he had seen before, to see it with new eyes, in a new light, -Nicodemus is all tensed up.

It’s as if all that he has ever known is under attack and instead of being able to receive the new energy and harness it, instead of relaxing in the midst of it,
Nicodemus is all tensed up.
He freezes.

All he can muster is misunderstanding, How are these things possible?


I think it’s worth mentioning that this being born anew or being born again business is something that happens over and over again. I don’t think it’s a one-time deal.

A theologian named Serene Jones in her book Call it Grace describes our need to “open eyes, ears, hands, minds, and hearts to receive the truth of God’s real, persistent presence, God’s grace.”

This is what conversion is. We begin to see everything everywhere differently. All things everywhere are infused with God’s love. God’s grace suddenly saturates all of our existence. She says, “This process of awakening to what is already true, but you haven’t previously seen it, is called conversion-a word that literally means, ‘to see anew.’”

Conversion can be thought of as redefining and rediscovering meaning.

You thought you knew what love was- and then you became a parent.
Or a grandparent. And you were born anew.

You thought you knew how strong you were- until you hit a bottom that was lower than you ever imagined you could hit and it was only after you had clawed your way back that you knew what strength was.
You were born anew.

Maybe you thought you knew grief- until you lost someone that it was truly impossible to imagine life without.

Maybe it was grace.
You thought you knew what it  was, the unconditional nature of it, what it meant to be loved even when you did not deserve it- until you got yourself into something that you really could not get out of on your own. And someone just loved you back and then and only then did you really know what grace meant.
You were born again. 

Conversion- to see anew. To relearn. Rediscover.

A preacher named Meda Stamper writes this, “When we become too sure of what we know about Jesus, when we believe that we have grasped him at last, that is when we can perhaps expect to be undone like Nicodemus.”

Maybe being born anew is a lot like being undone. In a necessary way.

Having what we thought we knew redefined, reimagined, remade.

And maybe just maybe, it becomes all the more possible for this to happen when we resist the urge to tense up,

and simply relax.

into the wilderness

Listen here:

Matthew 4:1-11 (Common English Bible) 

Then the Spirit led Jesus up into the wilderness so that the devil might tempt him. After Jesus had fasted for forty days and forty nights, he was starving. The tempter came to him and said, “Since you are God’s Son, command these stones to become bread.”

Jesus replied, “It’s written, People won’t live only by bread, but by every word spoken by God.”

After that the devil brought him into the holy city and stood him at the highest point of the temple. He said to him, “Since you are God’s Son, throw yourself down; for it is written, I will command my angels concerning you, and they will take you up in their hands so that you won’t hit your foot on a stone.

Jesus replied, “Again it’s written, Don’t test the Lord your God.”

Then the devil brought him to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their glory. He said, “I’ll give you all these if you bow down and worship me.”

10 Jesus responded, “Go away, Satan, because it’s written,You will worship the Lord your God and serve only him.” 11 The devil left him, and angels came and took care of him.

Jesus refuses to be who we want him to be. He won’t turn those stones into bread. He won’t jump off of a building just to prove God would save him. He won’t turn from God to become successful in the kind of way that we recognize and really celebrate. And just a few years down the road when Jesus catches the attention of the authorities, he won’t let the disciples fight for him, won’t let them pick up the sword, won’t let them resort to violence, and he won’t call an army, a legion of angels to rescue him (Matthew 26:51-53). At the end, Jesus won’t come down off of a cross. This Son of God refuses to be who we want him to be. 

The wilderness is always a place of struggle in the Bible. It’s not where people go for easy living or vacation. We hear wilderness and it sounds nice to us, camping, hiking, getting away from it all. But in Scripture the wilderness is a darker place, a place of wondering, confusion, facing temptation and wrestling with faith.

Immediately after the joyous celebration of his baptism, Jesus is led by the Holy Spirit straight into the wilderness where the tempter is waiting. Famished after forty days and forty nights of fasting, just when Jesus is at his weakest and most vulnerable, the devil pounces and tempts him in various ways that would give Jesus a quick and easy way out of his suffering and hunger. 

The tempter says hey, if you’re really the Son of God, prove it. Command these rocks to become bread. After all, what kind of a king goes hungry? What kind of a Messiah sits around and listens to his stomach growl? 

Maybe we’re thinking, what’s the big deal? What could it hurt for Jesus to wink at a few those pebbles and enjoy a biscuit or two… But it was about way more than the bread. Some folks say this temptation was for Jesus to keep the focus small. On his own hunger. His own pain. His own need. So much so that Jesus would be tempted to use his power to help himself. To save himself. Jesus refuses to do that. In fact, when Jesus does exercise his power in ministry, it is always on behalf of other people: to feed others who are hungry, to heal the sick, and always to give God glory. The temptation was for Jesus to use power to satisfy himself rather than trust that God would provide. Jesus resists making the gospel so small and narrow; Jesus resists being consumed with his own hunger, his own need, his own plans, his own pain. 

How are we also persuaded to concentrate only on our pain and experience?

How is the church tempted in this way today? To use what we have at our disposal to satisfy our needs alone?

So the devil takes Jesus to the holy city to the highest point on the most holy building and says, jump. Why? Because the tempter says, don’t your Scriptures tell you that God will send angels to hold you so that you’ll never fall? The devil knows Scripture. He was quoting Psalm 91:11-12. But Jesus knows the sacred texts even better, and he quotes Deuteronomy, “Do not put put the Lord your God to the test” (Deuteronomy 6:16). If our knowledge of Scripture is that superficial, that easy, that shallow, that we don’t take the effort to dig deep and wrestle and ask hard questions, then we might fall into the temptation too. Of misdirection, doubt, putting God to the test, clamoring for safety and security, domesticating the Divine until we fool ourselves into believing that the LORD answers to us. What kind of faith demands that God perform miracle after miracle?

Finally, the devil takes Jesus up a high mountain and says, all the kingdoms of the world and their splendor are yours. All you have to do is fall down and worship me. Here is the temptation of self-importance, domination, and prestige; Jesus refuses to misuse his power to amass status and esteem.

And just like that, the tempter is gone. Angels come and take care of Jesus.

The only way that Jesus is able to overcome the temptations, to resist misusing his power and being infected by fear and lies, is by trusting that God will provide. Perhaps, this is as much a story of provision in the wilderness as it is temptation.

But in order for Jesus to learn that, he had to go.

After being anointed God’s beloved at baptism, Jesus had to get away. Unplug. Mute all the voices vying for his attention so that he could listen for God.

Strip himself of the distractions so that he could look inside himself. 

It struck me especially this year, that Jesus doesn’t go into the wilderness with his leadership team.

He doesn’t go into the wilderness with his small group.

Jesus goes into the wilderness alone. 

Where he has nothing to do but face his own demons, embrace vulnerability, practice the posture that he will put forth in his ministry in the face of overwhelming seduction to betray his own identity, and rely on God- and God alone- to supply every need.

Jesus’s time is up, but our forty days are just beginning. Lent is here. The first Sunday of Lent always includes Jesus’ time in the wilderness. Perhaps, it is to remind us that our work is similar. That for us too, this is a season for extensive self-reflection and vulnerability. That for us too, this is a season to hush up all the voices inside of us except for God’s and to pay attention to who God is calling us to be. To discern the kind of behavior that God is requiring of us even in extreme and anxious circumstances. To reflect on what response we’ll give even when our stomachs are growling and we’re faced with a shortcut that we can take to satisfy our own discomfort.

Will we shimmy out of it, or will we lean in trusting that the Spirit is moving and that growth only happens when we resist escape from the uncomfortable?

Our forty days are just beginning. A time for confronting those dark places in our lives, naming them, confessing them, repenting of them, and asking forgiveness for them. 

And hear me when I say this, Lent is NOT about guilt, it’s about freedom.

Lent is not about guilt, it’s about freedom. From the fear and insecurity and from the lies that lead us to give in to temptation in the first place.

Remember, Jesus overcame because he trusted that God would provide. Even in the most stressful of situations, Jesus held on to his core belief that God would supply his needs.

Lent is not about guilt, it’s about freedom. But if the Exodus story and Jesus’s story teaches us anything, it’s that we don’t get to freedom without going through the wilderness. We don’t get to freedom without struggle. We don’t get to freedom without giving something up.  We don’t get to freedom without confronting our own insecurities and fears. We don’t get to freedom without listening deeply to God. 

And if we’re spending more time listening to Fox News, MSNBC, CNN, NPR, Facebook, than we are to Scripture and the silence of our own hearts, then how can we expect to hear from God?

We don’t get to freedom without self-examination. Without spending an awful lot of time with our thoughts and feelings and behaviors.

But the good news is that there is a way to freedom.

The wilderness is not where it ends.

The struggle is not the culmination.

And there is nowhere we can go to flee from God’s presence. 

Perhaps, this is a season to remember that there is far more than temptation waiting on us in the wilderness. That there is also profound growth, depth, clarity, and abundant provision.

how are we going to be?

Isaiah 42:1-9

If loved by God is what we are, then how are we going to be
and what are we going to do? 

These are the questions for today.
These are the questions Isaiah 42 continues to shed light on.

Last week we spoke about how coming to terms with our own belovedness is essential before we ever do anything for God. That it’s absolutely crucial that we meditate and reflect on the fact that we delight God apart from anything we accomplish.
This is where we begin, but we do move out from that.
The acceptance of how loved we are is the very thing that gives us what we need to do God’s work in the world.

So if loved by God is what we are, then how are we going to be in this world?
And what do we do?

I’ve put my spirit upon them; they will bring justice to the nations
They won’t cry out our shout aloud or make their voice heard in public.
They won’t break a bruised reed; they won’t extinguish a faint wick, but they will surely bring justice.

I changed the pronouns to they, but this is a description of God’s servants.
People of God.
This is how people of God are and this is what they do.

They won’t be extinguished or broken until they have established justice in the land. . .
I, the LORD, have called you for a good reason.
I will grasp your hand and guard you, and give you as a covenant to the people,
As a light to the nations,
To open blind eyes, to lead prisoners from prison, and those who sit in darkness from the dungeon.

People of God are not aggressive. They are patient, nonviolent, merciful, showing tender care to the most vulnerable.

Isaiah 42:3,
He won’t break a bruised reed; he won’t extinguish a faint wick, but he will surely bring justice.

I love how one preacher put it like this,

“True leadership protects what is weak until it’s strong enough to stand and keeps gentle hands cupped around a weak flame until it can burn again.”

God’s people are not forceful or domineering; rather, they show real strength through gentleness and guarding the most feeble and fragile among us.
People of God gather around the ones who feel weak and weary, the ones whose flame has started to flicker.
People of God are people who huddle close and guard that spark until it can burn strong again.

People of God are not the kind of people who say,
“No one stood by me when the flame was going out. Figure it out on your own.”

People of God are not the kind of people who say,
“When I was bruised, I had to keep going. So should you.”

People of God won’t break a bruised reed; they won’t extinguish a faint wick, but they will surely bring justice.

If people are of God, that is if they live in God’s love, if they have been changed by God’s love, if grace and abundance and life are the things that reign in the heart, then people of God are different.

They act differently.
They respond differently than the world would respond.
They give differently than the world would give.
They understand better than the world would understand.
They are not violent or forceful. They are gentle and merciful.
They don’t overpower the weak; they guard them.
Like hands cupped around a weak flame until it can burn again.


That same preacher asks this question, which is even more powerful now that we are in an election year, “Can you imagine a candidate for public office running on a platform of tenderly caring for the bruised reed and carefully tending the dimly burning wick?”

I think it’s useful for us to remember that Isaiah is giving us a portrait of leadership for anyone who is called by God. The prophet is identifying servants of God, whoever they may be (you, me).

Put yourself in these words.

And I realize you might be tempted to count yourself out of it. “I’m not a leader, I’m just a regular person.” Or, “I’m not a leader I prefer to be in the background (as if the only kinds of leaders are spokespeople… I’m not a servant of God, my life isn’t that important.”
I hear stuff like this all the time in one version or another.

You might really believe that, but it’s not gospel.

Our gospel reading today is Jesus beginning his ministry and calling his disciples. If you notice, Jesus didn’t go down to the local university and ask for the best and brightest, most promising students to join his movement.

Jesus didn’t call a meeting of the most successful Fortune 500 CEO’s of his time and recruit a handful of them for his movement.

Jesus didn’t even start at the local synagogue with the religious professionals and insiders to begin his movement.

Jesus went out into the middle of nowhere and called a bunch of regular, everyday, ordinary people who had average jobs and he said, Follow me.

And his message was simple. Jesus said, It’s time for you to change your heart and your lives because God’s kingdom is now. And our calling is to start living by it.

If folks who are following Jesus act and speak and lead like everyone else, then what’s the point of this faith at all?

God’s people are different.
They are tender and merciful.
God’s people guard the weak and work to bring people out of their darkness, out of their dungeon.
God’s people bring justice.

They won’t be extinguished or broken until they have established justice in the land (42:4).

They won’t be extinguished or broken. . . until.


I’ll never forget my professor, mentor, my inspiration, Dr. Cannon, telling us all the time. People are not going to jump up down and yell, “Hercules! Hercules! The do-ers of justice have arrived!” 

No. The work is hard. The victories are few and far between. The opposition is fierce and we’ll burn out fast if all we are relying on is our own strength.
Our willpower and abilities alone will not carry us far.

We’ll burn out fast if we do not develop deep, deep spiritual wells from which to draw when things get hard.
I think that’s what this part is about in Isaiah.
We need deep inner wells. That won’t run dry, else we’ll never last.

They won’t be extinguished or broken until they have established justice in the land.

So if loved is what we are, then how are we going to be in this world?
And what will we do?

Well, if you’re like me, I imagine you know of people whose wicks are faint right now.
It might be you, it might be someone near you, but you know of someone who is bruised. We know people whose eyes are blind, we know people in prison- in body, mind, or soul. We know people who sit in darkness, people who need to be brought out of dungeons. People who are longing for light.
People of God are people who are moved by pain and brokenness and do not sit idly by.

People of God are people who won’t be extinguished or broken until they have established justice in the land.
Until everybody is free.
Until all the chains are broken and every dungeon demolished.

People of God are people who won’t be extinguished or broken-
Until everybody’s eyes are opened wide.
Until every child walks in the light.

People of God are people who won’t be extinguished or broken-
Until every bruised reed is healed and dances free.
Until every faint wick is strong, and every flame burns bright again.

God’s delight

Here is the link to an audio version of my sermon:

Isaiah 42:1-9

42 But here is my servant, the one I uphold;
my chosen, who brings me delight.
I’ve put my spirit upon him;
he will bring justice to the nations.
He won’t cry out or shout aloud
or make his voice heard in public.
He won’t break a bruised reed;
he won’t extinguish a faint wick,
but he will surely bring justice.
He won’t be extinguished or broken
until he has established justice in the land.
The coastlands await his teaching.

God the Lord says—
the one who created the heavens,
the one who stretched them out,
the one who spread out the earth and its offspring,
the one who gave breath to its people
and life to those who walk on it—
I, the Lord, have called you for a good reason.
I will grasp your hand and guard you,
and give you as a covenant to the people,
as a light to the nations,
to open blind eyes, to lead the prisoners from prison,
and those who sit in darkness from the dungeon.
I am the Lord;
that is my name;
I don’t hand out my glory to others
or my praise to idols.
The things announced in the past—look—they’ve already happened,
but I’m declaring new things.
Before they even appear,
I tell you about them.

I doubt it will come as a great shock to you all that I love the emphasis of justice in this passage. You cannot read the prophets of our Scriptures without hearing over and over and over again the call to work for justice in this world. People think it’s some sort of new, liberal thing. It’s actually an old, old- ancient thing. It’s a Bible thing. It’s a God thing. God has always been concerned about justice, about equity- not equality- but equity in our world. We’re all wired up differently but I’m wired up for that and it’s the part I want to jump to. . .But this isn’t going to go the way you think it’s going to got today.

But here is my servant, the one I uphold;
My chosen, who brings me delight.
I’ve put my spirit upon him; he will bring justice to the nations.

Oh, how I want to herd everyone into that justice-to-the-nation section. You might go with me, though most of you would do it kicking and screaming.
But there’s something crucial before that.

The more I read this text from Isaiah, the more I called to mind my own journey the last few years. And in one way or another, this impulse is universal: the desire to jump to the doing. To the fixing. The discomfort of what is wrong is often so unbearable for us that we rush to the busying of ourselves so that we feel like we are accomplishing something. So that we feel like we have some control. 

Here is something wonderful that I believe Isaiah offers us today-

All that doing. All that working. All that striving, even for good and worthy things, requires that we begin by acknowledging our chosenness and belovedness in God just because of who we are, and not because of anything that we might do.

Listen again to the first words of this chapter,

But here is my servant, the one I uphold;
My chosen, who brings me delight.
I’ve put my spirit upon him; he will bring justice to the nations.

God delights in us before we ever do one, single thing for God.
Before we have anything to offer God, before we make any decision to accept the Lord, before we dedicate our life to whatever, before we work hard, before we serve others, before we do the right thing, before we become responsible citizens, before we bring justice to the nations, before anything, God simply delights in us. 

Just because we are God’s beloved, created in the divine image, chosen and accepted and claimed and called. Before we ever do a thing, God delights in us.

Do you feel the power of that word?
It is not that God tolerates us. It is not that God puts up with us.
We bring God delight.

On this Baptism of the Lord Sunday when we’re invited to remember our baptism, this is what we are invited to remember. This is what baptism is. And it’s exactly why we baptize babies instead of dedicating them.

In baptism, we are saying, “You’re God’s!” God has a claim and a call on your life. God loves you and there is nothing you can do about it. Before you ever choose God, God chooses you. We don’t dedicate a baby and leave it up to them to choose the Lord.
We say, you’ve already been chosen, whether you really accept it or not.
And as a community we’ll invite you to live into that chosen-ness over and over and over again.
We’ll keep calling you home.

In our house when my sister and I were growing up, there was always lots of music. My mom took us down to church when we were young, and had the music director start teaching us piano. I had to have been 7 or so. As the years went by, I picked up guitar in middle school, my sister eventually learned drums and bass guitar. I fiddled with mandolin, learned the harmonica. There was just always music in our house.


Photo by Wes Hicks on Unsplash

When I think about all those hours of practicing and learning, I remember so vividly, that my mom and dad would always pop into the hallway where the piano sat and insist, “That’s beautiful.” 

. . . even when it wasn’t. I can remember getting aggravated, clunking through something, trying to learn, struggling and even then, they would say, “That’s beautiful.”

Marla Ham (one of the music directors of my home church) had us up in front of church, also from a young age, doing stuff. Playing an offertory, prelude here and there, in the Christmas programs, singing solos. My dad is the softee among us, and whenever we would sing in church, he’d get teary-eyed. It made him emotional, seeing his girls up there. Still does, I know.

Laura and I laugh so hard because we can remember all these times when we messed up so bad. We can remember times when we screwed up the lyrics, when we forgot the words and started giggling, which was usually a death wish. (When the giggles start… it’s usually bad news). But even after those times, my mom and dad would still proclaim, “That was beautiful.”


As I thought about what it means that God delights in us, before we bring justice to the nations, that God delights in us because of who we are, I thought about my parents.

It was never about us becoming concert pianists (which we clearly didn’t). It was never even about whether we hit the right notes. They just loved us.
Loved hearing us.
Loved our presence.
They just simply delighted in us.
Even the music was secondary.
They said, “That’s beautiful.” And they meant it.

That’s what God says to us. 

Before we sit down to play the first note. Before our voices can even form a song.
And down the line, even when everything seems out of tune. When it feels like all we can produce is dissonance, when it seems that we are completely incapable of making anything that sounds pretty or pleasing to anyone, 

God walks into the room time after time after time and never wavers and says,
“That’s beautiful.”

God wasn’t paying attention to the music in the first place.

God’s just looking at us. 



New Year? I’m not ready.

I know, I know, “ready or not. . .”

I’m not ready.
Anybody else not ready for a new year?

I feel like there’s some stuff leftover from 2019 and I’m just not super eager to go charging into a brand new year all optimistic and motivated and ambitious.

For starters, I lost someone very dear to me in 2019. And somehow, it feels like if time would slow down a little bit I wouldn’t feel so far away from my grandmother who transitioned from this life on August 3, 2019. I’m not ready to move on.
I know I don’t get to, but I still wish I could linger a little bit longer in the year that I will always remember as the one where we lost her.
I’m just simply not anxious to flip the page on this one. 

Also, I had dear friends step away from ministry in 2019. Their situations and contexts are distinct but the commonality is the loss of their presence. It might sound minor (after all, people switch jobs all the time right?), but it has messed with me.
This isn’t just a job- it’s a calling. Pastoral ministry is unbelievably rewarding and it is also difficult beyond description. When friends who have always been there in the daily grind, friends who were able to share and support and commiserate and encourage and hold fast when you couldn’t, when they are suddenly not in this anymore, it affects you. It has evoked deep sadness and anger and confusion and disconnection in me. These losses have taken a toll that I am just now beginning to be able to articulate. 

This one will be shocking to you, but my congregation experienced some conflict over the last year.

I know- gasp.

No, our church hasn’t split or fallen apart, but we had some stuff come up. Any church that has a pulse and any pastor who has conviction is not immune to it, but conflict has a way of wearing you down.
There is so much anxiety in the system. It’s directly related to the uncertainty of the future and there is an incessant pressure to, “Grow the church! Try new things! Move us forward!” while simultaneously being told, “Not too fast! What about tradition! People aren’t ready for that yet!”

Again, there’s some unresolved stuff from the last year and I am still trying to figure out how to handle it all in a healthy way. 

A certain poem has been posted a few times on my social media feeds over the last few days, and it is about the best landing place for me when it comes to my feelings about a New Year.

“Continue” by Maya Angelou is resonating deeply with me.
I think it’s because I do not have the capacity to think in terms of weeks or months at the moment. I am in a day-by-day, keep-showing-up, small-steps kind of mode right now.

Lofty resolutions, sweeping clean slates, and dramatic fresh starts are not where my spirit is gravitating.

If you’re in a similar place, take comfort. You’re not alone.

Right now, I am more focused on continuing.
Going forward gently.
With intention and love and care.
Towards myself, others, and the world around me.

I am thankful for the poet’s words this new year.
And for the reminder,
that it’s ok if I’m not quite ready.  


CONTINUE: a poem
by Maya Angelou

My wish for you
Is that you continue


To be who and how you are
To astonish a mean world
With your acts of kindness


To allow humor to lighten the burden
Of your tender heart


In a society dark with cruelty
To let the people hear the grandeur
Of God in the peals of your laughter


To let your eloquence
Elevate the people to heights
They had only imagined


To remind the people that
Each is as good as the other
And that no one is beneath
Nor above you


To remember your own young years
And look with favor upon the lost
And the least and the lonely


To put the mantle of your protection
Around the bodies of
The young and defenseless


To take the hand of the despised
And diseased and walk proudly with them
In the high street
Some might see you and
Be encouraged to do likewise


To plant a public kiss of concern
On the cheek of the sick
And the aged and infirm
And count that as a
Natural action to be expected


To let gratitude be the pillow
Upon which you kneel to
Say your nightly prayer
And let faith be the bridge
You build to overcome evil
And welcome good


To ignore no vision
Which comes to enlarge your range
And increase your spirit


To dare to love deeply
And risk everything
For the good thing


To float
Happily in the sea of infinite substance
Which set aside riches for you
Before you had a name


And by doing so
You and your work
Will be able to continue